In Notes from The Underground, Dostoevsky satirizes an ideal "crystal palace" and the consequences of having such a utopia. In this crystal palace, where every problem has been remedied and only peace exists, individuals would begin to defy the norm simply to exert free will.
Well, lately I've been feeling like one of those individuals. With college admissions coming up soon, I know I'll have very little choice in deciding which one I attend, as the decision will be coming from my parents. They will want me to fulfill their idea of the "crystal palace"-what they think is best for me. And just like the "crystal palace," which is ideal in the eyes of many, a lot of people would be happy to be in my situation. However, I find myself discontent, wanting to disrupt the order of the crystal palace if only to have the power of choice. I find myself not necessarily acting in my best interest, but instead acting to show that I have some semblance of free will.
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